i really like cold weather because my hair doesn't become greasy and flat after a day or two of not washing. score.
today i watched forgetting sarah marshall and i really liked it. jason segel stole my heart for the second time (the first he did it was in slc punk).
i don't like most of my friends anymore because they often pop in whenever it's convenient for them. usually when they want to vomit their fucked up feelings and leave them for me to clean or need a place to crash, but i'm not allowing that to happen anymore.
"Carbon-dioxide emissions are turning the waters of the Arctic Ocean into acid at an unprecedented rate, scientists have discovered. Research carried out in the archipelago of Svalbard has shown in many regions around the north pole seawater is likely to reach corrosive levels within 10 years. The water will then start to dissolve the shells of mussels and other shellfish and cause major disruption to the food chain. By the end of the century, the entire Arctic Ocean will be corrosively acidic."
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2009/oc
cats cats cats cats cats cats cats
highs and lows, in and out, but in the grand scheme of it all, i want to be alone. more alone than ever.
i can't wait to go home and smoke a monument of weed and watch old movies like jay and silent bob, or american pie. then listen to blink 182 and paint a master piece. then become the next best thing. i want to be home so bad.
i think the worst unhealthy obsession i have is reading the livejournal community "ohnotheydidnt" and from now on i'm not going to look at it
hannah is arriving soon and i'm pretty excited. my sister will be dropping us off at the Newark Penn Station where we will make our way into the city. this time i have brand new batteries, so i'll be able to take massive photographs without the fear of my camera dying.
i'm feeling optimistic about going back to school. i have thirty credits left to complete my associates and then i can substitute teach and transfer to a better school. i know i want to major in nutrition and art, but with time i'll know for sure. i feel really blessed to have everyone i have in my life, especially my sister. i love her so much. i was feeling pretty guilty the past days about an unfortunate event that took place, but not anymore. i also realized i'm not afraid to be alone with myself and how much i do like myself. i'm just excited i get to do something productive and finally accomplish a long term goal without an disadvantages. i just don't give a fuck anymore, either. i tried.
this entry is going to be entirely about cigarettes, so are you ready?
it's the poorest choice ever made and not to mention; smelliest. the stench leeches onto your clothes, hair, and palm prints. they swirl and dive into the depths of your palm. your mouth becomes a moist ash tray. that's not the worst part, though. you allow the toxins into your body, slowly decomposing and rearranging your natural form. teeth start to discolor then skin will eventually resemble leather. i may be exaggerating, but this is the life-long outcome of this habit. it's an expensive way to attract cancer. i'll pass on it.
next week i go back to florida from my extended vacation in new jersey and i'm pretty stoked. i get to finally go back to school and organize my closet. then i'll be looking for a job. i have the motivation more than ever now. i'm pretty excited about life.
ginger chews are so good, they're individually packed and come in a small box. they're made out of tapioca which is starch. they're delicious.
i just finished vacuuming for my sister. i also drilled something in the wall for her today. my sister is pretty great, she does a hundred things in one day. she is responsible and in control of herself. she is also very nice and thoughtful. she is fabulous.
i must say i am feeling apprehensive about my airplane ride next week, but it's just two and a half hours long. i'm going to reread the book Demian by Herman Hesse before i return it to my friend. a part of me is going to miss new jersey but it's time to move on. cha cha changes
"On the other hand, a number of existential psychologists point out that humans require meaning to survive (see, for example, Frankl, 1970, 1978; Yalom, 1980). One can easily feel lost in a meaningless world which can be a great source of anxiety. The most frequent reason given for suicide is that the person has no purpose for which to continue living (Farber, 1968). So, even if we agree with Spinelli’s overconfident claim that there is no meaning of life, creating meaning in one’s life needs to be considered."
non mla format citation: http://www.practical-philosophy.org.u
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